| Location | Rowley Regis |
| Age | 6 days |
| Cause of Death | Genetic Condition |
| Date of Birth | 28/09/2007 |
| Date of Death | 04/10/2007 |
| Visitors | 8,739 since 07/11/2007 |
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Our son's name is Adam Michael Leo Stevens, he was born on the 28th September 07 and died 6 days old on the 4th October 07.
Our baby was born with Trisomy 18 (Edwards Syndrome) and HLHS, neither of these were diagnosed in pregnancy. So it was a complete shock when we were told. When he was born he had trouble breathing, and they had to help him for 3 hrs to try to stablelise him. We just thought we were going to have a small baby, that would need a little help with his lungs. Adam had to stay in hospital for 5 days, he was on morphine, and various other medications, and on a respirator. When his Edwards was confirmed the hospital refused to carry on with his treatment as they said he was incompatible with life. It broke our hearts. The consultant told us that Adam's part of the brain that tells him to breathe may not be developed so he may not breathe on his own, But he did.. i told the hospital i wanted him home, so we brought him home that day. Me and my husband were so happy, nothing else could have compared to the complete joy and love that filled us, putting him in his car seat, bringing him to his new home.. but so much sadness not knowing how much time we had with him. Adam made it through his first night at home, my little fighter, but didn't make it through his second day at home. He died in my arms at 1:20 in the afternoon, with his brother and sisters here.
He is our angel.
God was looking down on us.
When he took his very best of babies,
and placed him in our trust.
He was loaned but for a short time,
now he`s back where he belongs,
playing in the heavens,
sleeping in an Angels arms.'
Adam has 4 beautiful sisters and a brother who love him dearly, and a Mommy and Daddy who will treasure him in our hearts and memories for all eternity. We love you little man..
'Catch Hold Of My Hand Mom'
Catch hold of my hand, Mom
Like you always do.
Catch hold of my hand, Mom,
For I really need you.
Catch hold of my hand Mom,
And take away the fear.
Catch hold of my hand Mom,
For I love you dear.
Catch hold of my hand Mom,
Though I can’t see you now.
Catch hold of my hand, Mom,
The pain has gone from my brow.
Catch hold of my hand, Mom,
For our love will never wane.
Catch hold of my hand, Mom,
God bless till we meet again.
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25th Feb 2009
Its been 16 months since Adam died. People say time heals.... it doesn't. The pain I feel is as intense now, if not more than it was after Adam's funeral.
It feels like yesterday, and I can't quite believe it was 2007 when I gave birth to the most beautiful baby boy. I miss him so much. I can't explain how it feels. My heart is like a jigsaw puzzle with that last piece missing, that little piece that I keep searching for, and hoping will turn up, but I know its gone forever.
I wish I could put into words how much I miss Adam. I cry so so much.
My children miss their brother. My daughter is terrified that if we ever had another baby, he would die also.
Mommy and Daddy love you Adam x
25/1/2012.
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★ Night Time ★
A Shooting star
Fly's through the sky,
The Moon is Beaming,
Way up High.
The Darkness
Falls all around,
The Night Sky
appears without a sound
The stars begin Twinkling
out some Light,
and our Angels are
Keeping us in there Sight
By Lisa Heritage
✗... Ô¼Æ Æ”Ð„ ♥ ƛԼƜƛƳS ...✗.... elaine & Baby Ryan xo
Your Angels Call :*(
Angel’s Call
by Ron Tranmer ©
An angel in a robe of white
came to me as I slept last night.
She smiled and whispered in my ear,
“It’s time for you to come, my dear.”
“ Though time was short since you were born,
you’ve earned the crown without the thorns.
God knows the sweetness of your soul.
Your spirit and heart are pure and whole”
I asked if I could say goodbye,
to Mom and Dad who were nearby.
The angel smiled, and said with a nod,
“I’m sure that will be ok with God.”
Did you feel my kiss goodbye,
and the tears that fell from my eyes?
Have trust in God, though I must go.
Just like me, He loves you so.
He will comfort, and hold your hand,
and help you so you’ll understand.
And when your heavenly call comes too,
with outstretched arms I’ll come to you.
Saturday 21st January 2012....
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...Gone but not Forgotten
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Gone but not forgotten
Four words i always hear
When looking at your photograph
Through eyes now full of tears
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Gone but not forgotten
Its you i want to see
I still feel the special bond
When you love and comfort me
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Gone but not forgotten
Hearts torn at the seams
Making me feel whole again
When i see you in my dreams
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Gone but not forgotten
ill never let you go
My life will never be the same
For i love and miss you so
copyright� Vicky Deaville 28/12/2011
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Saturday Night.....
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SOME NIGHTS.......
...♥ ✲ ★♥ ✲ ★♥ ✲ ★♥ ✲ ★♥ ✲ ★♥ ✲ ★
SOME NIGHTS IT IS SO DIFFICULT TO EVEN SLEEP
MY EYES ARE SO SORE FROM THE TEARS I WEEP
I LOOK TO THE SKIES I SEARCH FOR A STAR
EACH ONE LOOKS SO CLOSE YET IT IS SO FAR
...♥ ✲ ★♥ ✲ ★♥ ✲ ★♥ ✲ ★♥ ✲ ★♥ ✲ ★
THE LIGHT THAT SHINES HELPS TO BRING COMFORT MY WAY
I STARE AT THE STAR UNTIL NIGHT TURNS TO DAY
TEARS UPON MY PILLOW THAT NEVER SEEM TO DRY
HAS I WATCH MY STAR FADE FROM THE SKY
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A NEW DAWN BREAKS I WONDER WHY I AM STILL HERE
ANOTHER DAY ANOTHER WEEK ANOTHER YEAR
TIME HAS PASSED I NEVER EVEN NOTICED IT GO BY
I TURN MY HEAD TOWARDS MY PILLOW ONCE AGAIN I CRY
...♥ ✲ ★♥ ✲ ★♥ ✲ ★♥ ✲ ★♥ ✲ ★♥ ✲ ★
A MILLION TIMES I HAVE CALLED OUT YOUR NAME
MY HEART IS FULL OF SORROW SO FULL OF PAIN
JUST WAITING FOR THE TIME THAT I SHALL SEE YOU ONCE MORE
WHEN I HEAR YOUR VOICE CALLING ME TO HEAVENS DOOR.....
copyright� Rosalind Roberts 25/10/2011
Love Always elaine & Baby Ryan xo
17/1/2012.
ADAM,
Sending Love This Morning...
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..............................elaine, Baby Ryan's Mummy xo
12/1/2012.
♥ڿڰۣಌ Thursday Wishes,
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....For A Nice Day ♥ڿڰۣಌ
All Our Love elaine & Baby Ryan xo
8/1/2012.
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THE BROKEN HEART FEELS PAIN
I have always thought that a Broken heart
Was just a figure of speech
That the heart doesn’t truly break,
It’s just the words we speak.
And then my loved one went away,
Up to the Heaven’s to stay
I found that heartbreak was no lie,
My heart truly felt the pain!
(c)2011 vickihansen.wordpress.com/
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SOME NIGHTS.......
SOME NIGHTS IT IS SO DIFFICULT TO EVEN SLEEP
MY EYES ARE SO SORE FROM THE TEARS I WEEP
I LOOK TO THE SKIES I SEARCH FOR A STAR
EACH ONE LOOKS SO CLOSE YET IT IS SO FAR
THE LIGHT THAT SHINES HELPS TO BRING COMFORT MY WAY
I STARE AT THE STAR UNTIL NIGHT TURNS TO DAY
TEARS UPON MY PILLOW THAT NEVER SEEM TO DRY
HAS I WATCH MY STAR FADE FROM THE SKY
A NEW DAWN BREAKS I WONDER WHY I AM STILL HERE
ANOTHER DAY ANOTHER WEEK ANOTHER YEAR
TIME HAS PASSED I NEVER EVEN NOTICED IT GO BY
I TURN MY HEAD TOWARDS MY PILLOW ONCE AGAIN I CRY
A MILLION TIMES I HAVE CALLED OUT YOUR NAME
MY HEART IS FULL OF SORROW SO FULL OF PAIN
JUST WAITING FOR THE TIME THAT I SHALL SEE YOU ONCE MORE
WHEN I HEAR YOUR VOICE CALLING ME TO HEAVENS DOOR.....
copyright� Rosalind Roberts 25/10/2011
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All Our Love Always elaine & Baby Ryan xo
30/12/2011.
♥ MORNING ♥
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............ ♥ A christmas Loss ♥
Christmas is a Special Time
A time we Celebrate,
When everyone gets together
and the children just cant wait
so many excited feelings
and family bond together
Singinging voices everywhere
some people want it to last forever.
But for some it brings them sadness
followed by thoughts of woe and despair
for the loss of their Loved ones
can be more than they can bare.
Christmas can be a reminder,
for those who lossed someone they Love
Especially the Angel on top of the Tree,
It's when their Angel was Taken Above.
♥ By Lisa Heritage ♥
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♥ Why Did You Go ♥
I have a moment nearly every day,
It doesnt stop hurting i have to say,
now your gone my thoughts of you
are of all those things we had to do.
those moments we should have shared together,
and the memories that should have lasted forever
Instead all i get are these tears of woe
and wondering why you had to go!
♥~* By Lisa Heritage ♥~*
♥ Thoughts and Love Always elaine and Baby Ryan xo
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Love elaine & Baby Ryan xo
ThInKiNg Of YoU WeE MaN
So sorry I haven't visited in a while but know you are in my thought's xoxoxoxox
Just For A While - by Bette Buckle
Just for a while you had a shining dream,
Then darkness fell.
All around you, sadness and despair.
No light to guide you, no laughter there.
Just for a while I was your hopes fulfilled.
Then hope was gone.
My soul released from its tiny shell
Saw your tears and caught them as they fell.
I heard your voices, sweet and warm,
I felt you touch and stoke my tiny form.
Like a butterfly that lives and dies in just one day,
I left the world and gently flew away.
Just for a while I touched your lives with joy,
And then with pain.
But don’t be sad and grieve each coming year,
Just hold each other close and say
"Just for a while - Our child was here"
Copyright of Bette Buckle
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